http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/ superhumanbeing thoughts Tue, 12 Oct 2004 14:20:08 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Friends Writing http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Tue, 12 Oct 2004 22:15:13 GMT The loser got even more losery. So here's my new addiction. Fish! Yes, fish. Not the kind you eat, although I do love seafood. No no no. Aquarium fish! I bought myself a small tank to start with just a few weeks ago along with four fish. Since then, I couldn't stop thinking of what other fish I should get. Eventually, I bought a big 30 gallon tank and more fishies. I think I've got over 30 now. Call me nuts, but damn! They're so fuckin' cute and interesting to watch. And I've learned so much about how to take care of fish as well as tell what different types of fish there are. ... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Fri, 01 Oct 2004 23:19:20 GMT And now it's time for another entry to the old forgotten. It's been a while since I last wrote in here. Blame it on being tired & lazy. Soon as I got back from my two week temporary duty at the Air Force Hospital radiology department in London, I had to get caught up with so much stuff at my main clinic. I hardly had enough time to catch my breath. I'd come home just mentally exhausted and resort to my Nintendo Game Cube to get away from reality for a few hours. While I was up at the radiology department at Royal Air Force Base Lakenheath, I had the chance to work the CT... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Sat, 04 Sep 2004 17:52:35 GMT You know what? I hate moving. I can't believe how much crap I've accumulated since I've been here in the UK. I'm currently relocating to another house nearby and the big stuff doesn't actually go till Monday. My coworkers and I are renting a truck and they're helpin' me with the move then. Right now I'm just getting the small stuff out of the way and boy is there a lot! Jeez! So why am I moving since I only have a year left to go in the UK? Welp, I figured I needed a change. Also my current landlord was gonna raise the rent on me. With this new house I'm moving into, I'll be... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:19:38 GMT And I'm home! 3 weeks vacation. Half in San Diego and half in Seattle. Good times. Fun times. I really needed that. It had been a year since I was home with my family and friends. Needless to say, I enjoyed every bit of it. Talk about a shop-a-thon. Phew! I don't think I've ever spent so much cash within 3 weeks. Clothes, food, a new laptop, gifts, food, drinks, Sea World, food, a new tattoo, oh and did I mention food? I got a chance to partake of all the things I missed the most since I've been living in the United Kingdom. So many things were still the same, yet some... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Mon, 19 Jul 2004 13:47:54 GMT Tried quitting cigarrettes today, but I fell off the wagon. Ugh! Damn it! I think I was good up until lunch time when I dropped by the store and the first thing I saw when I walked in were a couple packs of Marlboro Menthol Ultra Lights and Newports in the cigarette section. They were calling to me, whispering to me, "Chris, buy me. C'mon! Just for old time's sake." I managed to walk out of the store without buying any. Then later this afternoon, my co-worker confessed he had some menthols in his truck. Ugh! Couldn't resist. Now I feel nauseous 'cause I've been psyching myself... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Tue, 13 Jul 2004 13:00:11 GMT Ow! I burnt my tongue scarfin' down a microwave pizza, but it tasted so good, mmm. I'm at work right now and lunch just ended. Dropped by the Public Works shop on base and borrowed myself a lawn mower figuring it's about that time again. Last time, I let my grass go for five months and I got lost in my back yard. Took me a couple days to find my way back, surviving on dew drops and a few bugs I caught with my makeshift fly-swatter. :0| Okay, I'm exaggerating a little, but you get the picture. (Sigh)... so! I'm trying to figure out what to do when I get off work today. Lately,... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 21:31:14 GMT I spend way too much time online. Ugh! http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 21:24:30 GMT Well, I've been takin' this drug called Celexa because I was going through a little bit of anxiety and depression. When I first sat down with my doctor and spoke to him about how I felt, I never thought I'd ever find myself in this position where I'd be seeking help for being depressed. I guess it happens to the best of us. Anyhow, after hurting for so long I suppose it all adds up. I got the chance to speak to a psychiatrist about everything that's been on my mind. About both my biological and adopted father's deaths; my current work environment; significant broken relationships;... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/11.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 20:47:38 GMT Am I too young to have a mid-life crisis? I've never been so self-conscious about my life and recurrently analytical of the decisions I've made thus far until I turned 28 last year. Sometimes I feel like I've been in a race and somewhere in the middle I decided to take a break. Now I'm trying to catch up and make up for lost time; scrambling to find my place. I remember one of my teachers in high school asked me, "Chris, where do you see yourself in ten years". I thought I would've already finished college, found a good job that I was happy with, found someone and started a family. So... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=11 http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Mon, 31 May 2004 02:56:07 GMT Orange you glad... After, what? 5 years of not writing I thought, "Why not write?" Been too busy, lazy and just plain out of it and not exactly in that sequence. Let's see. A recap. Same shit, different day really. Still workin' hard for the money, but I've started getting what the doctor's call "reactive depression". Possibly due to all the fucked up things that have happened in my life. I finally went in and made an appointment to talk to my doctor about it after months of sleeping problems and anxiety. I'm too young to die! I started taking 15mg of melatonin every night... (more) http://superhumanbeing.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10