Entry: Falling off the wagon... Jul 19, 2004



Tried quitting cigarrettes today, but I fell off the wagon.  Ugh!  Damn it!  I think I was good up until lunch time when I dropped by the store and the first thing I saw when I walked in were a couple packs of Marlboro Menthol Ultra Lights and Newports in the cigarette section.  They were calling to me, whispering to me, "Chris, buy me.  C'mon!  Just for old time's sake."  I managed to walk out of the store without buying any.  Then later this afternoon, my co-worker confessed he had some menthols in his truck.  Ugh!  Couldn't resist.

Now I feel nauseous 'cause I've been psyching myself not to smoke all morning and thought I was doing good.  The rush made my head spin.  Feel like I need a nappy nap.

It's almost two o'clock.  got a couple more hours till I go home.  Probably gonna finish mowin' the lawn and then crash for the evening.  Just feeling tired today for some reason.  (Sigh)

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