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Tried quitting cigarrettes today, but I fell off the wagon. Ugh! Damn it! I think I was good up until lunch time when I dropped by the store and the first thing I saw when I walked in were a couple packs of Marlboro Menthol Ultra Lights and Newports in the cigarette section. They were calling to me, whispering to me, "Chris, buy me. C'mon! Just for old time's sake." I managed to walk out of the store without buying any. Then later this afternoon, my co-worker confessed he had some menthols in his truck. Ugh! Couldn't resist.
Now I feel nauseous 'cause I've been psyching myself not to smoke all morning and thought I was doing good. The rush made my head spin. Feel like I need a nappy nap.
It's almost two o'clock. got a couple more hours till I go home. Probably gonna finish mowin' the lawn and then crash for the evening. Just feeling tired today for some reason. (Sigh)
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